In the last couple weeks before, I was feeling so mad…dunno why..I think something was just not in the right place..and when I try to change that, seems like I became the devil..everyone says I should give up..while I just can’t let it happen to me..all the time..is helping really that hard?
The problems began everytime I try to help someone, even it’s just for fun … then dunno why they suddenly hate me…stop talking, start starring with annoying eyes, and start hurting my feeling…it’s really are painfull..even my own Sch4tzi3 couldn’t stop those treatment that I get..
And I’m leaving..:D too tired to talk to..too hurt to see what they do..
Well, seems like I’m enjoying myself alone at the apartment, stay far away from all those crabs..I hope this pain will gone soon, since I’ve miss my hubby and my dogs already …
